I feel...disgusting.

I hate emotions.

I hate being an emotional girl.

But most of all, I hate stupid sexist stereotypes. Mostly because I'm using one right now, but also because of the many "Male" stereotypes.

Males are supposed to be the ones that are new-girl-every-minute and the such. I feel like that. Sure, I am in a sad state of loving one who does not love me. Yet every time I even get close to a boy in general...

That is so...

There aren't words to describe how much I hate my emotions.

I always used to roll my eyes at the emotional "But I LOVE him, wah cry, on to the next one" girls. Until I became good friends with one of them.

And now I am one of them.

I should become a nun. Or a hermit.

Yes. That will now be my life's goal.

...How utterly lame.

I cannot just run away and pretend I never met a male in my life. (As if it isn't hard enough just to cope with females.)

I guess I should first stop acting like an attention-wanting-drama-queen.

That might help.