I'm not the nicest person.

Not the meanest either, but.

Right now I feel like shouting obsenities.

It seems like I'm mad at everybody.

I'm mad at someone for being the biggest loser, moron, brainless piece of trash. I have no respect for him and yet he is higher on the scale. He sounds worse than my parents when he flipping gives me lectures. The worst thing is, I'M MORE TALENTED THEN HE IS. For God's sake, is there no justice?

I'm mad at another someone because he took what I cared about and told me it was a waste of time. Ok, ok. Whatever. I should blow it off. But, I CARE about this an awful lot. And he says it's crap. Thanks a billion. I hate you.

I'm mad at every idiot in the world. Even the ones I haven't met. The ones who give teenagers a bad name. The ones who are walking stereotypes. The ones who think they are flipping experts at things they don't understand. The ones that are experts and make sure you know it. I hate all of them.

I'm mad at myself. I'm mad because I'm a selfish, egotistical brat. I'm mad because I don't learn from the past.

And all this anger. It makes me feel guilty.

And tired.

And lonely.

Ok, ok, my plan didn't exactly work.

I guess I'll have to settle for every weekend. I forgot how much homework I had during the school year.

Hmm. Where to start.

Well, today I recieved a new cell phone. Although it isn't exactly new. It's my dad's old cell phone.

I think it's rather ironic that I have a cell phone and I hate phones. Though it's not like I'll be calling my friends a lot. It's mostly to call the parental units. Which is fine by me, because I've known plently of circumstances where a cell phone would have made things easier.

I'm tired of school already, and it's only been four days. Argh. I wish it was still summer.

Hmm. I'll give a record of my classes so far.

Concert Band - I cannot believe how much I forgot. Not being in a music class [marching band doesn't really count at this point] for a year and going back seriously messes with your head. But I'm working on it. Sadly, I didn't audition last year, so I'm last chair. ARGH. I behind a freshman I'm way ahead of in marching band. I'm challenging as soon as I can.

Chemistry - Argh. It's really boring so far, but that's probably because we've only really be talking about the basics and equipment. Mrs. Hunt [chem teacher] is super perky about pretty much everything. I think she should be teaching grade school kids. Just listening to her is amusing. But hopefully the class will get better.

Algebra 2 - So far, it's really easy. All my upperclassmen friends have told me that Algebra 2 is easier than Geometry, so. And considering that I switched out of a Honors class, I can only hope it will stay this easy. But it probably won't.

Actually it was really strange. I was telling my friend [she's in the same class] that I thought the first homework assignment was easy and she gave me this amazed look and said "Wow, you must be a genius at math, then." I gave her a look that said something along the lines of "What are you smoking??" Then I told her about Geometry Honors stabbing me multiple times with a razor sharp dagger.

English - Eh, I don't really have an opinion of it yet. It was really fun writing an introduction letter to the teacher [although that might be because I love talking about myself]. But we have a assignment that I am definately not looking forward to. Not to mention she's putting us through "Writing Boot Camp". So enjoyable, boot camp is. But I like English, so I hope I'll like this class.

World History - It has been fun so far, which is rather suprising because I usually don't like history. But we shall see.

Spanish 2 - My friend was telling me that I would hate this class and I would fall asleep because the teacher is so monotone and boring. But . . . I don't know. I certainly don't like the class [but I don't dislike it either]. I also don't think the teacher is monotone, just soft spoken. It's amazing how quiet the class is. [It's probably because everyone is trying to figure out what he is saying.]

So yeah. That's the first four days. Woohoo.

I have a goal to write a blog a day starting August 22. [aka the first day of school for me.]

I kind of feel bad for some celebrities. These include Paris Hilton, Lindsay Lohan, Tila Tequila and Jeffree Starr.

I mean, Paris Hilton is known for being a pathetic ditz whore.

Lindsay Lohan has major family issues.

Tila is only known because of Myspace and Playboy. I saw a T.V. interview with her and all they talked about was Myspace. That's worse than high school [and I should know].

Jeffree Starr seems to have in all together as far as drag queens go. But I wonder if he's as bold as he likes people to think.

But anyway.